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So Danny went to Hawaii and I miss him lots already, it's only been 3 days? And Michael is gone too so I'm like a major loser lol. So far I've hung out with Katelyn, Amber, Austen, Lindsay, and Ryan.

Hrm I feel like talking about Danny. I've truely never felt like this. My whole life I've wanted someone who got along with my friends, looked good, listens to a lot of different music, and all this other stuff...and hes all of that. I feel...like complete or something. That sounds really gay but I'd rather be really gay then unhappy. I'm just so happy with him right now and you're jealous.

Now I want to say something about Allan. I had no intensions on "cheating"  on him or whatever. I really think I did love him, he just wasn't what I wanted anymore and when he gets out of the hospital I hope I can talk to him about how I feel and my side of the story. I feel so horrible for everything and I really hope he gets better.

Anywho...Marc is back which is good cause he's what I consider a good friend. We're probably gonna hang out this week, hell I might even hang out with Bobby if I'm lucky.

disgracefully,
brandizzle

So I saw Allan. My mom, brother, Katelyn, and I went last night. It was weird. He looked like he was sleeping, but there were lots of things on him, and his diaphram was spazing which was scary. I rubbed his hand and I cried a little. I really wish things could have been better after our break up. Hopefully the picture his mom took of us well make him realize I still care about him and I want to be his friend. His mom says he's going to be better so I hope everything goes well.

After that me and Katelyn decided it was time for, Alcohol and Nachos for everyone. So her, Danny, and I had some drinks and nachos. Katelyn drank a small margarita and was wasted it was fucking awesome lol. I barely got a buzz and I had 2 drinks. Then we watched The Missing with my parents. Then me and Danny had alone time because tomorrow he's leaving for Hawaii and we're going to miss eachother. So Katelyn and Danny spent the night.

Oh yes and I must speak of the "punk rock beauty shop" according to Katelyn lol. First I bleached about 4 or 5 stripes of Danny's hair. Then I bleached a big chunk of sexy Celeste's hair. Then for Danny I put purple and red where it was bleached, and on Celeste I put red which is so awesome looking! I'm so proud. My dad really really liked it so I was happy because when he likes something of mine, well it's rare. So I'm gonna put a pic of Danny and Celeste later on today.

disgracefully,
brandizzle

Currently Playing Waking the Fallen By Avenged Sevenfold see related

- Chapter Four

So today Celeste and maybe Danny are getting their hair colored by me so that should be fun. Danny will be here any minute...Celeste will becoming any time as well I spose. Danny needs to hurry though...I need bleach!!!!

Unfortunately Allan's mom called me today saying Allan might die. He's in acoma and his lungs are filling up with mucus and stuff. So tonight my mom and dad are taking me to the hospital to see him. I hope he's going to be ok.

disgracefully,
brandy